today while i was changing in my closet the song a thousand years- christina perri started to play..
it was a sweet happy song of hope.. but what i feel was different.. its been 3 months since we are apart from each other. being far from each other seems easy on the surface. but inside it was like an aneurysm waiting to explode. it made me think, can T wait for me that long...
i know someday he'll be married to someone.. and when that day comes, will i be happy for him or vice versa?
will things be different when the time comes? will i shed any tears for him being happy? or will it be like having organ damage or one of my major organ failed to bear all this pain....
it just made me think...
i could love you for another thousand years, and for another thousand more....
